Jaime farhana azman!

Memorable Moments :)

2010-07-26T20:09:00.003+08:00

Sabah Trip.

2010-07-26T19:39:00.002+08:00

Dear Rae and Friends,

I went to Sabah on the weekends and honestly it felt like a whole new world of Malaysia. I mean I didn't really think how beautiful Sabah is, even though i stayed for a few days. It was worth it. I went to a lot of new places this year hoping to get new experience every time I visit a country or a state. I Thanked God always, how lucky I am to be where I stand.

Kota Kinabalu. 8.00p.m - 1.35a.m

The flight was at 8.00p.m and sure, here's another flight that I have to stand just for a few hours. I was sleeping throughout the whole flight, well... not exactly but after I ate of course. Then I realized I was sleeping quiet a long then, I woke up, and crash! *exaggerating the plane was like bouncy and I kinda let out a small squeak. Hehe. And finally the pilot said that we had to land at Brunei Darussalam Airport. I didn't see much of Brunei, only the small portion,inside the airport.

*skipping

and *skipping

End of day 1.

We reached the hotel at 1.35a.m. I fell asleep. We went outside the next day, and there were a lot of activities to start with, but it wasn't that fun cause my dad is working and my sister is back home, having tuition for UPSR. So yeah, left me, my mum, firdaus and aina. In the end, they end up playing the beach, i just took photographs, and bulid a fail sand castle. I got bored with the usual sand castle and my brother and I build a Mickey Mouse sculpture made out of 90% sand + water. See I am creative you know. *Grins :D. It was almost dark, so we went inside, and finally my dad came home, i mean hotel. I want to play football or volleyball outside while the sun is still there, but there it was drizzling rain that day. SIGH. so much of sports, so we went to the games room which was kinda boring, and read newspaper for awhile. Eh, I do read newspaper when I am Freaking Bored to the Max. And so I was that day. End of day 2.

Day 3 was mostly about exploring Sabah. We went to Mountain Kinabalu, but of course we didn't climb it, it takes a few days, and u need to be fit to do it. So i just took pictures while looking from below. It was a nice scenery. The temperature up there can be below 0 degrees celsius and can reach up maybe until -5 or 10- degrees celsius. My dad and I plan to go there next year maybe on March. haaa, so nice. :D

Well, thats all for Kota Kinabalu,

Sincerely,

Farhana Azman. :)

Where is the Hope?

2010-07-20T19:37:00.002+08:00

Dear Rae Rae and Friends,

Currently, Im joining soccer, rock climbing and handball. I want to be fit!! and do something in life. LOL. Lately, I've been putting up weight, and i think my weight is 45kg or more!!! Im used to being skinny I don't mind exercise, but I can't do diets, I just crave food. I think thats why Im a bit chubby now eh. I haven't join sports since like forever!!! The only thing close that I've joined so far is the scouts marching pass back at 2008, plus i didn't even get my certificate for joining. stupid seniors. UGH. so much for the energy wasted. Well, now that Im joining activities,I have no time for tuition on the weekdays, only night tuition like Mahsuri's, still, I have tons of homework to finish. Hey form 4 ain't easy man. So here's a bit of misfortune u guys should know about. :P

Great. Last week, Tengku Adlina, our best soccer player injured her knee, something to do with the ripping of tissue. Ouch. Sigh. We lost one best player. Hope you get well soon Tengs!!! :)

Before that, we receive news that the black jersey is finished, especially S or XS size. Well the orange ain't bad tho, but black is cooler. Whatever, at least we have a jersey.

Today, we found out that our first "friendly match" is against the form 5's plus Farah Alya whom is the best soccer player in the school!! omg. we're going to lose. Chill. We still have Lia, Tsara, Syakira and all the others who are great at the field. I'm just worried we don't get to play outside school, cause this may be my last year playing sports. Next year I got a date with the books. Ish. I want SPM to be over soon. Anyway, Im just going to do a lot of activities while Im here at cempaka. Hope people back at Smkbb are doing well now too. Miss you guys loads. :(

Signing off,

Farhana Mohd Azman. =)

Climb? Wall? Wha?

2010-07-07T20:21:00.002+08:00

Okay, so you see i joined wall climbing, i thought it wouldn't be that hard, but i guessed it wrong. It looked so so easy in movies you noe, but well, u gotta lift up your whole body just to reach to the top. On saturday, we had classes, only 2 people made it through, Elina and Luke, but the others, umm.. not so much. But many did with great efforts. Me? well, it wasn't even half of the wall yet, but im working on it. Chill..

Today, 2.35 p.m

We had assembly about our school's cheerleaders, you noe the cheerleading competition is cming up soo, this saturday and sunday, this is the first year that cempaka is participating in the event. Well, hopefully my friends are going :P

Today. 4.15 p.m.

I'd came put late for wall climbing practice, cuz i got agama class. New people joined and well, This Time, i get to reach at the half of the wall!!!! isn't that great?! haha, yeah im still trying to work on the tactics to reach to the top alright! My hand and legs are shaking vigorously, i felt wobbly after the climb, so i sat down, my limbs felt kinda loose. I gain weight few months ago, Owh God!! im actually feeling fat!! =,=. so, i joined soccer, twice a week, and wall climbing once a week, three times the exercise a week. Its better than last year, as i didn't even bother or make an effort to exercise, i have high metabolism when i was 13,14 and 15. but when reaching 16, it slowly began to fade. NOOOOOO!!! XP

so now, i'm determined to lose weight, be healthy and also get better results. Sheesh. so many stuff to do. But i kinda enjoyed exercise :P even if ur muscles hurt.

Today. 8.33 p.m

As i am currently typing about my life here, i was just thinking of watching new moon with my friends, and going to the cheer competition, while postponing add maths tuition for sunday morning. just for this week. So Rae, isn't that enough for today? See Yah at tuition my best friend!!! <3>

The French People

2010-07-05T19:11:00.002+08:00

Hello Bloggers! :P
farhana here, im updating my blog because of someone whom i care about needs to noe wht im doing every now and then. Love Ya Rae Rae! <3

So,
2 days before my birthday, I went to London, and Paris. London was freaking cold and i was freezing there, but I like the place. *sigh, hoping if Aaron Johnson would show-up, but we all noe thts just fantasy. sheesh =,= nways, went looking around London, it was a shopping heaven there, most shops are like topshop in Malaysia which cost way cheaper. Get to noe my dad and mum's history of their university lives at england. My parents inspire me to work hard so tht i could go london smeday. :P big dreams. hah. My dad promised me a birthday present and it was a trip to Paris! Yes, as any other teenager who rarely travels, i was super-freaking-excited!!! :D so yeah we went there by train, on my birthday, reach the station and had to wait for a freaking cab driver who doesn't speak english. yes,thats french people don't talk english, not all, some, moslty. So we had to go on the train, and it was raining, with 4 luggage bags with us, we ran for shelter *the bus stop.
well, our clothes are wet and the bags, especially the Bags! where all the other "dry" clothes are. we didn't buy a cake or anything for my birthday, but i felt it was just an awesome present just to spend time with my family at disneyland paris. :) we went to the city on that day, and i remembered rae told me that french ppl are rude to tourist, expecially ones who speak english. well, we went to paris from disneyland, and took the train/subway. There were alot of graffities in the train itself, and it kinda remind me in the movies, u noe subways in the U.S. firdaus can't stop talking english, and french ppl started to look at us, i was "ugh, don't u guys ever see smeone who speaks english for God's sake?" nway, i talked Bahasa Melayu all the time at Paris, and they don't seem to mind. So i found my way not be stared at by french people. well, rae's right they are rude to tourist. they don't even seem to care. well whattaheck, might as well, enjoy the rest 3 days here right? The hotel rooms are nicer here than london, cause of the high economic rates i think, prices are going high, my dad says. And after the tired-6-hours-of-walking, we manage to get back to our station to go back to Marne Le Valle, disneyland paris. Fuuh. T.I.R.E.D. next day, we went to disneyland, but just for one day. I rode on All except One rollercoaster!!! It was awesome! but i lost my camera lens while riding the rollercoaster, well, the whole family went diff directions, what am i suppose to do? leave the camera around, heck no! oh, i wore my specs on the rollercoaster and no, it didn't fell, but the camera lens cap did. *bummer. the first rollercoaster ride we want to ride on is having a break down. as i meantion earlier, they don't speak english, the french people i mean. and they made the annoucement sying the ride is on maintainance for awhile, my family and I thought okay, mayb it was some unimportant annoucement, but finally my dad said, "we're wasting time here lets go, i think its hving a break down or smthg", so we went, and we met 2 family of malay ppl, :) good to see you malaysians!! :D

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we finally finish our day off at disneyland, and our last day at paris, we went back to the city. I love French Foooood!! the bread, the crepe, the ice-cream!!!! but thts all i can eat, :P so then we bought a painting of Paris and the eiffel tour, with my camera [no lens cap] with me, i manage to take photos of Paris. Jaime Paris! :D I like hearing ppl talk french,i'd like to learn it smeday.
Pack-Train station- 3hours-London.

Bayswater, London.
I LOVE LONDON. i dunno i just love it. haha. i Love Paris too, eventhough the ppl there aren't nice smetimes but the city overwhelms me too much! especially at night, where the eiffel tour sparkle and glows with millions of lights! <3>
I guess we went shopping at the last days at london, it was kinda sad that i had to go, i remembered some of the cute guys i saw, malay or british, eye candy as my friend would say. LOL. ohya! i watched the theater for the first time, called WICKED!! its sooooooooo Nice! i mean its really profesional and all, there are a lot of theaters i would like to watch like Le Misraeble, The Lion King, Phantom of the Opera, Grease and Mamma Mia, Michael Jackson!!! its soooo nice! i wanna go london again just to watch theater and eat the food! haha :P

well, thats it for the hollidays rae, i'll write some more about my school life if ur interested.
farewell madame moiselle, hope to see you soon!

farhanamohdazman, signing off.

Feel the music man.

2010-02-15T00:34:00.003+08:00

VALENTINE'S DAY.CHINESE NEW YEAR.HOLIDAY!!!!

I got new chords for these songs; Two is better than one, Mama do, and The Saltwater Room.
The Saltwater Room by Owl City, the lyrics are different from other songs, my sister says its a form of art, maybe it is, coz it is unique in its way. Can't get the song out of my head la, i sang it like 5 times a day, haha. Its addictive! soo, here's a sneak peak of the song to those who haven't heard it yet. Enjoy! :P

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Oaynbd-lH8E

Jawi Translation

2010-02-08T09:22:00.002+08:00

Im in agama class right now,helping Dora with translating jawi. Im not really good at it myself tho. Adira is good at it, better than me la. haha. Dora ask me to read it back what she wrote, i tried and it was not that bad, i mean i can read it la! haha, the three of us were laughing our ass off. :P

Dora just called me a "Yasmin" coz i look like one. hahahha! Omg la. i just can't wait for thursday which is the end of the school week coz friday is holiday. Yey! Have to meet Lidya at phase2, swimming! yeah! Again, I Miss u guys like hell! :(

Everything's new.

2010-02-05T16:01:00.002+08:00

Hey bloggers! This is Farhana here. Busy as always, haven't got a time for myself. Selfish ah me! Anyway, my new school here has been fun, I'm currently using my friend's macbook. coz i didn't bring mine to school. Har Har. Hopefully my friends at smkbb are having fun as much as i do. The hw is piling like hell la!! Grhh. thts the part that i hate most. whtv.

blablabla nonsense

2010-01-01T18:43:00.002+08:00

Hahaha. I just went to Syira's blog! awh God! She can be hillarious at times! Thanks For Cheering Me Up Babe! LOL! Flying condom?! Wha? hahahaha. Disgusting but funny. Anyway, maybe Syira and Aina will be sleeping at my house tonight!! Sleepover!! before all of us are seperated! :( Love U Guys To The MAX!!!!

P.S: Syira, angkat hp bile I call. heh.

Just Great!

2010-01-01T18:27:00.002+08:00

Hey there anonymous people!!
Its 2010!!!!
Can't belive 2009 went so fast, Gosh. Some of my friends will be taking SPM this year, Good Luck guys!!! Sigh. I've just got my pmr results, 7a's and 1b', which is kh,ert. HEHE. Now Its up to me to choose which school I'm going too. My parents wants to send me to Sri Cempaka. I'm a bit nervous how the school is going to turn out, I mean, are the people there nice? or are the girls there just picky and stuff?! I don't know anybody there!! eeerghh.. my life is in ruins! SIGH. I really really going to miss my friends at Smkbb. They're like the cherries on top of a fudge cake. yum! haha. But thats not the point, I'll bet the students at Sri Cempaka are brilliant people! Gah. Competition is not my thing, especially in studies. I'll get sick and tired and eventually my grades will drop. Hopefully I still got time to see my friends at school. My parents was going to register my brother and I there quickly! I mean I never get to see my friends at school! Having my last moments there is meaningful. Aina and Naquiah are leaving Smkbb too, I hope I'll get to say Goodbye to them before they go, and Who will sit beside Umme?! I'm the one who annoys her and all, I mean Who's going to replace That?! Well, Farewell My Dear Friends. I will always cherish the memories we had together. cheh. TTFN TaTa For Now!

TEAM JACOB

2009-12-05T20:01:00.005+08:00

Sigh. hey guys! haven't update my blog for a long time eh? Well, I'm not busy, just lazy. HEH. Nways, holls was slighlty boring, there's nothing exciting going on here at Kelantan. I've been staying here with my grandparents for 9 days, another 2 more days, then I'm Home!! haha. Can't wait to meet Lidya and we'll go swimming at her house! And i guess we would have a long conversation on what's going on and stuff. Its almost a year since I've seen her. Miss her so much. When I get back home, my family were planning to go to Friday's at Midvalley to celebrate my mum's birthday, coz my sister and I missed her birthday on the 2nd December. Can't wait to eat Friday's! Yummm...
Oh! I almost forgot!! NEW MOON! fuhhh, Asilla haven't watch it yet, [me too], I read Alina's blog, she watched it already, awww, wanna watch it too!! She said it was better than Twilight. I was hoping all of us would be going out watching new moon together, its been sooo long! I'm thirst for some more! btw, I am 100% Team Jacob! Rawr! haha. Taylor Lautner is soo hot. haha. Time flies. Hopefully I get to spend my time as a fifteen year old girl this year as much as I can. TTFN, TaTaForNow.

f.a

before November ends.

2009-11-19T21:41:00.002+08:00

hahaha, okay lina!!! this is my post since school ended. HEHE

okay i sleep at 1a.m every day, but it was actually 2.30a.m , coz i couldn't sleep, i'm not sure why. Hmmm. Whatever. Woke up at 1 p.m or 2p.m every day. Yes i know! bad habits! especially when on holidays. I want to have some fun, like trying rock climbing or sky diving!!! WOAH. am i that brave? haha. or the least extreme sports, swimming, paintball shooting, anything like that. I REALLY REALLY WANT TO GO to the jambori pengakap stuff that faez told me about. It sounded so fun!!! I don't want to stuck home waiting to get fat, [but of course no la, my metabolism rate is quite high] haha.

Pfftt.. Home was sooo boring!! Playing ps2 was fun at first, then it got bored by the minute. Shooting zombie's head was the ONLY FUN i had. I am violent. :P After the Hari Raya Korban day, hopefully all of us weren't soo busy, we could go watch NEW MOON. :D i bet its full, but not in Gardens. Then, Alina could come to my house play guitar hero!!!! muahaha! and yes, i think she's in the expert level. WOAH. :0

Today, i watched aimi played Silent Hill 3. Damn creepy the game. But we got bored when we circled the place round and round trying to figure out the escape. its a "think game".

Played the guitar a few times, not quite often like i used to before pmr. No new songs! soryy hakeem, my printer is out of ink. =,=' anyway, my hair is getting frizzier and 'kembang' haha, like my old hair. ugh, thats why i tie my hair a lot these days, its so messy!

my cat, coopie is getting fatter, thanks to me. haha. :P Looking foward to more jogging and exercise, my body is not normal at times, grhh.

Sneak Preview of the book called "VIBES"

2009-11-10T16:39:00.003+08:00

My opinion on this book:
Really straight-foward book, the story is interesting from the beginning [rare to find in books, usually start out as boring at the first], unknown use of words [very good for writing essays or improving english language], has some sick words and one harsh word in it, has romantic parts just like in the twilight saga but not as much as the twilight saga *laughs, develop wanting-to-know-until-end habits especially when reading mystery/scary books which this book is obviously not one, Love the ending.

VIBES BY AMY KATHLEEN RYAN.

Kristy obviously conquers the story of this book 'VIBES' like she ruled her faithful follower, Jacob Flax. The story became much more interesting when she actually have the ability to read minds.. sound familiar? *laughs. Anyway, she's not entirely sure if she can read minds or not and most of the times she does get confused which mind is she really hearing, hers? or her school mates?

Kristy goes to school named Journeys. Journeys is a place where students have to express their feelings and thought about life, the school offers 'The Morning Meeting' and 'Character Education Assigment'. Talk about hard. Sheesh. The principle, Brian on the other hand will always ask the students for updates for example "Anyone who'd like to back-up Miss Hildie's suggestion?". He tells/ask them directly and the students won't be ashamed to do so.

And now, Kristi has been assigned to work with Gusty The Greek God, The Skater Boy, The Hottest guy in school. Kristi didn't feel that thrilled because Gusty always think her 'sick'. Gusty is her ex-bestffriend, Hildie's brother, and they shared a moment together behind the shed at Gusty's yard. Her crush on Gusty was going on forever since they were kids. Not that Gusty would ever date Kristi, but she is creative, she makes her own clothes with recycable items, and use make-up all the time so that her eyes won't look so huge. Gusty would probably be dating with Eva, Hildie's evil and aneroxic best friend, One of the 'Beautiful People', that's what Katie thinks of course.

Katie has enought to worry about with her dad showing up after two years of saving 'Africa from typhoid', ready to fill the hole in Kristi's life after he left Kristi and her mom. Kristi has a cat name Minnie,which she secretly hides her at her bed, bought a pad-lock so that her mom won't find out. When her dad finnally came, Kristi would do whatever it takes so that her dad would feel bad for leaving her, but soon to find out the reason her dad went to africa. *Gasp.

Kristi's sassy style and personality makes her different from the others, crazy greek-god-skater-crush keeps her wondering why she did wrong, crap dad, secretive mom, and a whole lot of evil from hildie and eva the aneroxic, sick Jacob Flax, and full-face-pimple by Mallory a.k.a evil friend. This book won't be boring i assure you, and enjoy reading it.

by,
Farhana Azman.

NOTICE TO FRIENDS... :P

2009-11-10T16:35:00.001+08:00

Okay, here me out, my phone doesn't work anymore so just call my house phone yeah. Thanks.The reason my phone doesn't work anymore is cuz i didn't change the battery and
be'cuz i was too lazy to carry my ass around low yat. So yeah. HEHE.MY BAD. So,my house number is 03-22****** .P.S: ask my friends for further information.

Literally written by,
farhana a.

Friday Craze.

2009-10-30T22:06:00.003+08:00

I MISS TALKING TO YOU GUYS SO MUCHHH!! <3
I totaly forgot how to laugh and be hyper, but when I'm with them, all things go just the way I wanted.. haha. I LOVE YOU GUYS!! <3

We came to school today, I didn't expect all of them would come! But Thank God they came!! haha. Bosan gle kot nanti.. It was friday, boring day, but its way better than staying at home, sleeping. We did this poster on health thing. What an activity *sheesh. I have no idea wht to draw, and i draw an apple with sayings "APPLE IS GOOD". haha. Damn Stupid, General Knowledge.. Pfft whtv. Asilla's sayings "Kesihatan smthg smthg".. haha i forgot la. Alina draw this no-smoke thing, asilla said it looks like an Egg. HAHA. Zam sayings are "kesihatan...<3" thts all i remember. Rae just draw a fish and ask asilla to colour it, Rainbow colour!! Asilla did it!! HAHAHAHA.. OmaaGawd! it was sooo funny!! i wish i had a picture of it..

Nabiha came to us, and started using the laughing gas. haha Nabiha Nabiha.. Then came isfarhan and aini zulaikha, they tried too.. bla bla.. they kinda ask rudely for the gas from alina.. come on, be civilised la kejap.. =,=' Dalia's laugh was like some makcik's laugh! nabiha ask her "jadi x?" then she started smiling and said "HAHAHAHAHHA" like 3x.

after the poster thing, we went to canteen, and it was the first time we sat Together at the end of the canteen, usually we sat at the 6-chairs-table. It was unoccupied. XP. Zam didn't eat anything.. Wat la zam. Skip Skip Skip..

We're at class, Danish joined us. And guess wht Alina brought to school?? LAUGHING GAS!! hahaha. Danish tried it, u have to breath it in, don't stop until the thing finishes. They did tht.. All laughing hillariously!!! then, Alina,Zam,Danish tried 3 people at once, so as u can imagine, the three of them laugh until they drop to the floor, zam was like "MUAAAAHAHAHAHHAHAHHAA" and Danish started to burst his funny laugh, and Alia,Dayang, all laugh.. OMG. Ckgu rajahan was in the class but he didn't mind. It was Alina's turn, then she and zam started hitting each others hand and laugh at the sme time. Ayooo.. Ckgu rajahan was listening from his handphone, Teardrops on my guitar,Flo-rida's songs, Thats wht I heard la.. HAHAHHAA. Then teacher slept, Alina went behind teacher, and i took picture, haha, Rae said "you guys, he'll wake up la, I know it!". While alina was posing, I sanp the picture, then suddenly teacher woke up!! and he was like "ha ha buat ape tu? buang gmbr tu buang" i said "okay ckgu, tgh buang gmbr ni". Rae said "Told u soo".. haha. Eventually teacher called alina and delete the picture already. =,='

soo balik time, it was sad, coz we were'nt always together before pmr exam. So there was a lot of hugging, and bye byes.. Sigh. Can't wait for an outing with u guys again. LOL! ;)

Twilight haters?!!!! =,='

2009-10-23T17:27:00.002+08:00

Believe me or not, they do exist..
Opinions on Twilight:

http://forum.myspace.com/index.cfm?fuseaction=messageboard.viewThread&entryID=14312216&type=friendForum&friendID=502713626

KEN BUCK
a complete cinematic piece of bile and trash

BloodiRose
Well it was based of a s*** book in the first place.

Jiminy Cricket
One of the worst films ever. It basically teachers girls that creepy stalkers are okay. WTF?

KEN BUCK
if someone serves you shit for an appetizer, not bad food actual s***, would you stay for the entree and dessert?

BIG BAM
Underworld was waaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaay better than twilight and True Love is 10 times better whether your talking action or storyline and its on network television. You’ve got vampires who don’t even have fangs and from the previews of the up and coming film the lycans or werewolves look like giant siberian huskys. It was cinematic hustle of the year and they should be very proud of their own adaptation of Bram Stokers Dracula meets Titanic. The Vampires Apprentice looks better than the new moon trailer.

KEN BUCK AGAIN
No it was a s***ty movie filled with Mary Sue characters, each one about as deep as a card board cut out at FYE. The fighting sucked. Over all story was lame as watching wet paint dry. And to all those living in a dream world, shut the fuck up. What kind of crap is this movie. What happen to killing shit like vampires.

SIGH.. People are full with opinions.. =,='

BTW, I AGREE WITH THIS PEOPLE DOWN HERE...

LORIE NICOLE
All you haters seriously need to get a life! Yeash, it was a good movie, book is better and well written. Im not much into stuff that is "in" or popular, but all the people on here that are just talking down the movie are just afraid that they might actually "fit in" to society and not be all rebellious and cool looking anymore if they say they like the movie. So instead of speaking there mind regardless of of others might think they wanna pretend they hated it. Its sad really that people have to down another s hard work and effort. And everyone involved in the project worked hard and did a great job. But there are always those who have to try harder then they should to be cool and stand out. However you would be far cooler if you showed an ounce of respect to those around you. And didnt try to piss people off by saying things that you know will upset fans of the movie or books. Its so so sad really. Oh and did i mention pathetic?

MOTORCYCLEGIGI
WHOA....there are soooo many people here with some serious issues. Whatever happened to a young mind living in the dreamy moment for a little while. That’s what this about. If you think that it is more than that then you are crazy. This movie is some serious dreams for those that want to live in that moment and nothing more. You that cut this down really need to let yourself dream for a change. You are way to serious. Besides the cast is pretty good looking and really does help the dream go a little better!

TABS...

I will admit that I am one of those crazy obsessed teenage girls that love the Twilight Saga. However, I can agree with both the "haters" and the "lovers". To a certain degree, the movie was not that great (at least, not as good as the books.) To most, the books/movie seems to be on the wimpy side. But that is because Stephenie Meyer had never seen or read about vampires before. She completely made up her thoughts and views on vampires. So for those of you (including me) who love blood and gory fight scenes and killings and all that other good stuff, it is lacking in this saga. However that is what makes it unique. It may not be everyone’s cup of tea, but it has a new twist.

The love story does come off as creepy sometimes. Having a stalker, being so obsessed that you can not do/think of anything else. But, if you really think about it, think really really hard; when you are in a committed relationship with someone don’t you have thoughts like this? You may not stalk the person you are with, but don’t you secretly wonder what they are doing? Maybe not. Or when you truly love someone, don’t they consume your every thought? Or at least to an extent? So, it might not be as outrageous as in the Twilight books (as some people think), but it is apart of everyone.

Some people mentioned that this is a way to dream. They are right. Let me ask you a simple question: Why do you read books? Entertainment (speaking of free-time/ leisure reading). You read these books to escape the reality of life. To use your imagination. So, yes that is the point of this book, to live in a dream, to imagine yourself in another place and time, to think that you are someone else for that short time. To be something or have something you can not. That is the point of reading. If it was boring reality, why would you want to read it?
Same goes for movies btw.

So, yes you may think this movie was stupid and that it sucked, and even relate it to "eating s***". But that just means it didn’t spark your imagination. So, go ahead hate it, never read/watch it again. Express your opinion. That is fine.
But I will continue to love this piece of work, because it did spark my imagination. I enjoyed reading these books, and although I thought the movie could have been somewhat better, I liked it too.

Where's my H-O-L-L-I-D-A-Y!!?

2009-10-20T22:28:00.000+08:00

Taken: 12.04.2008. Approximately 11.27a.m. At Movie World, Gold Coast, Australia.
Taken: 15.11.2008. Approximately 01.14p.m. In a bus, Langkawi, Kedah.

2009-10-18T22:26:00.001+08:00

MICHELLE BRANCH

Of all the things I believe in
I just want to get it over with
tears from behind my eyes
but I do not cry
Counting the days that past me by

I've been searching deep down in my soul
Words that I'm hearing are starting to get old
Looks like I'm starting all over again
The last three years were just pretend and I say

Goodbye to you
Goodbye to everything I thought I knew
You were the one I love
The one thing that I tried to hold on to

I still get lost in your eyes
And it seems like I can't live a day without you
Closing my eyes till you chase my thoughts away
To a place where I am blinded by the light but it's not right

Goodbye to you
Goodbye to everything I thought I knew
You were the one I loved
The one thing that I tried to hold on to

Ohhh yeah
It hurts to want everything & nothing at the same time
I want whats yours and I want whats mine
I want you but I'm not giving in this time

Goodbye to you
Goodbye to everything I thought I knew
You were the one I loved
The one thing that I tried to hold on to
The one thing that I tried to hold on to

Goodbye to you
Goodbye to everything I thought I knew
You were the one I loved
The one thing that I tried to hold on to

We the stars fall and I lie awake
Your my shooting star

PMR has ended Ladies and Gentleman...

2009-10-13T17:27:00.003+08:00

OMG. pmr has finally ended..
Felt Goooood.
yela Norman, SPM blum lgi,i tahu la... haha.
Our PMR exam started at 7 of October 2009, 8.10a.m - 4.30p.m..
and it ends at 13 of October 2009, about a week.
I would guess now, the form three's would probably sleeping,surfing the net,
or posting a blog abt pmr like me.. haha
but tht would be boring..
it ends it ends... pfft... no big deal..
haha.

everyone in out form shouted like hell.. as if something bad is over..
felt like shouting too.. but naahh... after all of our work for 3years.. it does feel good when it pays off by a week of exam..
Hopefully, 8A's is in my hand!!! and my jakun cousin and friends..
Mirza and the form 4's, Sue Yi,Qilot Zahir,Qistina Shah, were cleaning Cikgu Khairi's car for some sivik project, rajin sgt.. Mirza said the form3 shouts and 'woahhhs' are extremely loud.. no surprise.. Pn. Ong was in the area making sure everything was alright.. All of our faces were full of delight and evil smilesss...
waiting...waiting...waiting.. then *Kriiinggggg, there goes the bell...

aaaaa... I miss talking to Lidya!! FACE TO FACE!!!
she's like a missing part from all this event thats happen this year...
nvermind, she'll be back by November!! YES!!

Can't wait for an outing with aunti uni and ajan!!! they promised me we'll go shopping.. a dose of shopping is all i need.. and a movie!!! Gah... i Miss doing all those things... now, no homework, heheh..., no nosy teacher complaints... just us students performing our best and well-mannered self.. haha! yeah.. right.. pfft..

THE LIST!!!
Title: VACATION.

-Photoshooting
-sleepover
-swimming
-jogging
-rock climbing
-paintball shooting
-video camera-ring
-baking cupcakes
-experimenting food
-shopping
-playing with make up with syira the host. haha
-scrapbook
-rollerblading
-moviesss
-making a collage of photos
-learn a foreign language
-Taman Tasik Perdana
-basically everything is tried..
haha

-

away

2009-09-12T12:54:00.000+08:00

away for a month...soryy
Bye.

Month of Augustus

2009-08-24T12:01:00.004+08:00

Cranberries- Zombie
favourite song.. [available at syira's profile] haha
nice to play guitar with this song.. ;)

MTV WORLD STAGE
Grhh.. its nor fair!! Afu,Ajan,Harry pgi... bukannye nak ajak!!?
whtv...
what they said :
Afu: Fanaa!!!! best gile!! rugi x pgi.. haha kesian..
[grhh.. die yg x ajak..]
Ajan: owhh soryy babe, I didn't noe u want to go
[.....]
Harry: =)
[he didn't say anything actually.. but he has this BIG SMILE on his face!]

All American Rejects
Boys like Girls
Pixie Lott
Kasabian [played very well] haha

MERDEKA!!!

it all started when syira sms me this morning, b4 sambutan hari kemerdekaan..
she said : fanaaaaa!! dtg x esk?pkai bju ape?kasut ape? jwab!! A.S.A.P!!
i was out of credit as always.. and i got the message really late..i guess she knew i was coming..
haha.like every year..
So, i wore the last year's bju kurung coz my new bju kurung is still at the tailor's..
and i wore school shoes!!! hahaha. no one told me wht shoes to wear.. as soon as i came to school, i saw almost everyone wore slippers,pums,shoes... :0 i was like erhhh.. nvermind.. who cares?!
haha. the first person i saw was ayu and balqis,adiya... i started talking to them... while doing tht, my eyes searched for familiar faces.. finally i saw diyana,asilla...
I started walking towards them and greeted them, then out of now where, there came this amoi girl dressed in pink with flowers.. haha syira! wearing a cheongsam.. alina too was wearing a cheongsam! but in black.. Nicer than Ow Jin Ai. haha.
It was wet.. bcoz of the rain.. and all of us had to sit on this orange mat.. byk pasir. =,='
the DANZA including rae,me and syira all sat at the form4 n 5, facing the sun!! menyesal kot ddk situ.. after a few performances, Syira forced me to get my camera and go snap pictures.. I was feeling rather shy tho. then i ask alina and rae to take care of our bags.. So, both of took our camera and took pictures bcoz of ONE REASON... its hot,the sun was 'shining' its UV rays towards our face! haha
And so we did... there were two places to snap pictures.. one is at the right side and the left side. the right side[from my point of view] is where all the form1,2,3 were looking at, the left side the form4,5 were looking at. So,me and syira went to the left side first.. then we discovered there were to many paparazzi in our school at the left side.. sheesh. =.=' So we went to the right side, i started to snap a few pictures, when Pn. Ong Be Be started to shoo us away.. i was busy lookinng at the pictures i snap.. i didn't really notice her.. then, she looked at me and ask me "haa,what r u doing here? for the school megazine?" and i hesitate, but i said "no, i'm taking pictures for the sejarah club". *PHEW.. but it is true, i am the photogrpaher fr the sjarah club.. but didn't really have permission to do so.. hehe. but syira has to to the other side.. the left side where all the annoying paparazzi sat.
There were left 6 of us at the right side, me,fariz,aqif,hannah,this form5 dude, and karl
from5 dude n karl were sitting near the plants.. can't really see them as annoying paparazzi.. they just sat there n take pictres. me,fariz,aqif,hannah were the ones who can tke pictures...
i was feeling alone, but i talk with fariz abt my excuse to Pn. Ong. hehe. Hannah started tking pictures just bside me.. i was looking through the camera,and suddenly i heard 'click click'
and i turner around and saw hannah's face. gah! i almost had a heart attack..
bla bla bla.. tking pictures...
At last the performance is over!!! but sad thing is, Pn. Siti Anidah, is moving! i just knew it 2day, and while she was gving us a speech,syira came! haha finnaly. Then the kawad squad including fariz, buat barisan so that teacher can pass through.. Me and hannah started walking towards the end of the 'barisan' and started tking pictures.. the pengawas guy got there first blocking our view.. hannah and aqif started shouting "get out of the way".. i didn't noe the guy's name, so i waited until he heard them and move away.. Phew..
I think tht day, was the best among my 2years & 8months years in this school [for hari kemerdekaan] . It was fun.. I skipped some details.. bla bla bla.. haha. Went home, played guitar,while syira is looking through smething.. then, she got sick,i teman her until the pondok near her hse.. went back home.. i slept for the day.
THE END.

Puasa was just around the corner... :P

Its already August..

2009-08-24T11:38:00.003+08:00

Fyi, I haven't start a thing... [studying]
honestly i kinda want pmr to end FAST!! but
i don't have the urge to touch the book.[text book]
Oh God, please let me be a bit 'rajin' so that i can sit for exam!!

August eh?

a Lot of seminar's going on... double the tuition..
forget about that..

I just bought this book called the "MIGRANE BOOK"
gah! but when i read it, there are ppl who has the same problem as I do.
Thank God i'm not the only one..
[I'll explain to u after pmr exam] heh

Atiqah, Diyana
all demanding photos..
sorry guys if it took so long yeah..
I hate uploading photos coz:
1) u have to wait a long time to upload photos from the cam to the laptop[rosak skit]
2) uploading photos to the website [flickr/myspace] u really have to scroll down one by one
just to get the exact pictures that u want.
3) atiqah, probably u want me to edit all the pictures, I'm Sorry, I can't
my adobe photoshop is not available in this laptop.. i suggest u'll wait after pmr, so i can
buy a new one... or u'll edit your self..
4) I am so Sorry diyana, ur pendrive cover just broke.. HEHE. but the pendrive is okay tho. =,='

Let's think about happy stuff...
:P
after grhhh pmr.. I want to pursue:

1) photography with a Diyana F+ and the Olympus Pen
2) guitar lessons or drum
3) sketching ppl's faces
4) adobe lightroom/CS3
5) baking cupcakes and decorate...then sell... $$$$
6) swimming lessons
7) going out shopping with ajan
8) Paris/London here I come!!
9) Wanna visit Lidya if I can..
10) Sleepover!!!!! at somebody's hse. haha
11) vacation vacation vacation

haha. tht's it.. my-what-ta-do-list..

100 tiring survey

2009-07-10T20:35:00.003+08:00

Rules: Once you've been tagged, you are supposed to write a note with 100 Truths about you.At the end,choose 25 people to be tagged. You have to tag the person who tagged you.
WHAT WAS YOUR:
1. Last beverage: air kosong
2. Last phone call: Syira bt Roslan
3. Last text message: hmm.... norman kot?
4. Last song you listened to: Complicated by Avril
5. Last time you cried: 5days ago
HAVE YOU EVER:
6. Dated someone twice: NAWP
7. Been cheated on: NAWP
8. Kissed someone & regretted it: NAWP but it look sweet tho haha
9. Lost someone special: YES. SARAH
10. Been depressed: yeah but i tend to get better after tht
11. Been drunk and threw up: drunk NO, throw-up YES

LIST THREE FAVORITE COLOURS:
12.Torqouise
13. Baby Blue
14. Metalic Black

THIS YEAR HAVE YOU: (2009)
15. Made a new friend: Yes, Tuition
16. Fallen out of love: YEAP
17. Laughed until you cried: MANY FREAKING TIMES :D
18. Met someone who changed you: Yeah, A'aina
19. Found out who your true friends were: They all are =D
20. Found out someone was talking about you: Like I GIVE A DAMN
21. Kissed anyone on your friend's list: NAWP
22. How many people on your friends list do you know in real life: HUH?
23. How many kids do you want to have: 3
24. Do you have any pets: COOPIE AND JELLY ILY
25. Do you want to change your name: Tambah NIK
27. What time did you wake up today: 6.35 a.m
28. What were you doing at midnight last night: study for agama exam
29. Name something you CANNOT wait for: THE DAY AFTER PMR. please!!!
30. Last time you saw your Mother: in my hse!! DUHH
31. What is one thing you wish you could change about your life: embarassment incident
32. What are you listening to right now? : Ajan's songs
33. Have you ever talked to a person named Tom : Myspace Tom? Nahhh..
34. What's getting on your nerves right now: PMR
36. Whats your real name: Do u really want to noe when it is sooo freaking OBVIOUS?!
37. Nicknames: Fana/Farhana shj
38. Relationship Status: Single forever
39. Zodiac sign: The Twins
40. Male or female?: Female la
41. Elementary?: sk Bukit Bandaraya
42. High School?: SMK Bukit Bandaraya
43. College?: hopefully in Perth,Sydney,Brisbane,Aussie :D
44. Hair colour: Rainbow
45. Long or short: Rainbow Long
46. Height: hmmm... i have no idea
47. Do you have a crush on someone?: Not intersted
48: What do you like about yourself? : my ability is to still laugh even when i really wanna cry
49. Piercings: NAWP. but tongue is kinda cool.
50. Tattoos: I Lovee tattoos!! but religion rules.. so cannot
51. Righty or lefty: Righty and Lefty

FIRSTS:
52. First surgery: When i was 4 years old.. i ate glass. XO
53. First piercing: telinga la. hahaha
54. First best friend: Loadsss
55. First sport you joined: Swimming
56. First vacation: Many places in MY, and phuket
57. First pair of trainers: hmmm wht?

RIGHT NOW:
59. doing this 100 survey la
60. typing
61. still typing
62. still manacingly TYPING
63. I Just can't wait for this to end...
64. Want kids?: after i am married. then YES
65. Get Married?: yeap
66. Career?: UNSURE

WHICH IS BETTER:
67. Lips or eyes: EYES :D
68. Hugs or kisses: HUG LA
69. Shorter or taller: MUST MUST BE TALL
70. Older or Younger: Young PLS
71. Romantic or spontaneous: BOTH
72. Nice stomach or nice arms: stomach:ABS, arms: MUSCLE
73. Sensitive or loud: BOTH
74. Hook-up or relationship:NAWP
75. Trouble maker or hesitant: BOTH

HAVE YOU EVER :
76. Kissed a stranger: NEVER.but if he is cute.. haha not kiss la.
77. Drank hard liquor: YUCK
78. Lost glasses/contacts: SAT ON IT! HAHAHA
79. Sex on first date: NO!
80. Broken someone's heart: haha YES
81. Been arrested: NAWP
83. Turned someone down: MANY TIMES.
84. Cried when someone died: YEAH
85. Fallen for a friend?: HUH? owh yeah

DO YOU BELIEVE IN:
86. Yourself: YEAH i do
87. Miracles: yeap
89. Heaven: OF COURSE
90. Santa Claus: NOT!
91. Kiss on the first date: Not really
92. Angels: OF COURSE

ANSWER TRUTHFULLY:
94. Had more than 1 girlfriend/boyfriend at a time: NO
95. Did you sing today?: YEAH, Guitar lessons
96. Ever cheated on somebody?: NAWP
97. If you could go back in time, how far would you go? : Whan i was 4years old
98. If you could pick a day from last year and relive it, what would it be?: ntah la
99. Are you afraid of falling in love?: Kinda
100. Posting this as 100 truths?: YES LAAA

People I tag:
Rae
Lidya
Lina
Silla
Shannon
Keda
Tiqah

Friday Seminar + Wax Drama

2009-07-10T19:46:00.002+08:00

OMG!!!
today was totaly hillarious!!!!
here is where all the laugh starts:

Form3 seminar..[Geo] we didn't even noe that the seminar was today! but who cares?! I just missed my KH class!! HEHE. The seminar was better than the others[math n science] and the teacher was from my cousin's school[syera]. So i do expected her to be good and fortunately she was. ;D

skipping all the details like:

i sat beside syira,umme,qilah,diyana and a'aina-we ate mee not bread this time-rehat was long-had chat with ecah abt success in studies-went to class-Pn. Azira give us answers for exam paper2-got 20 over 40 for paper 1 which is bad!-and geo class.....

Geography Class,
Teached by Pn. Ooi Saw Meng
Since form1 to form3

before class began[Pn. Azira's time] :
Yugan was waxed by Lidya,atiqah,farhana S., and Abirami at the hand. The wax strip was small u noe for moustache,bulu ketiak,bla bla bla. haha. Then, it was Euvan's time... [Obviously] he was also waxed by them. I think he voluntarally wants this. hahaha!. It was Shipren's time, and by then, Pn. Azira went into the class and noticed them turning their heads towards her.

Pn Ooi's time:
As usual, Pn. Ooi would always made a funny gesture or a funny statement. Me and Umme on the other hand, we had enough of geography lessons for today[seminar kan] and both of us decided to do WORD SEARCH from syira. [we manage to do 2pages btw] haha. Moving on, we covered the word search book with none other than geo text book and if we get caught probably we'll get a scolding from her. Then, while searching all those words and stuff, Pn Ooi questioned one of us to read the text book. Euvan was waxed and teacher noticed his waxed hand. She said "Ha? What is this? kenape xde bulu di sini? Macam Anjing kurap sajee" hahahaha!!!!
Everyone went laughing like hell yeah it was fun to laugh!!! Pn Ooi smiled. And then after all those laugh, me and umme continue our word search... and then i heard Pn. Ooi said "kedai makan mcm kedai Mak Mak [Mamak] " Me and Umme started to laugh and joined by Abi and Lidya. Hahaha omg la.. this teacher is hillarious! I like her thought eventhough i don't understand her teachings this year, but it was stress-free time. haha. It was 12.30 in the afternoon, and it is 'balik time'. All of us can't wait to get back home. But there was one problem, Shipren hadn't been waxed yet and i thought they forget abt it. But Nooooo... haha after Pn. Ooi went out, Euvan,Yugan,Abi,Lidya[more, but i wasn't there], they pined Shipren down the ground and waxed his hand or smthg, but they did it..successfully! hahahaha

Omg la.. This is a really great time to laugh this week. After the exam finished, we were all GLAD but it is still wasn't enough. I think Pn. Ooi just made my day. ;D

Written by FarhanaAzman.

Its been a Long Long Time since i.....

2009-07-08T19:53:00.002+08:00

ahhhhhhhhhh
study je these past weeks,months... please!!! let it be all WORTH IT

I miss my blog, and snooping around other ppl's blog!
hehe

Terima Kasih Syira coz u just let me do survey.. which i haven't done in a freakin long time
:P and badan u bukan "besar"... ur body is as Hot as Megan Fox. Don't let words bring u down. ;)

okayy! survey from syira:

Directions:Once you’ve been tagged, you have to write a blog or a note on Facebook with sixteen random things, facts, habits or goals about you. At the end choose ten people to be tagged, listing their names and why you chose them. Don’t forget to leave them a comment (”you’re it”) and to read your blog. You can’t tag the person who tagged you. Since you can’t tag me, let me know when you’ve posted your blog/note, so I can see your weirdness.I, Farhana bt. Mohd Azman.. heh

1. I Miss Lidya Amirah. :'(
2. I Looveeee photography
3. Travel!!!!
4. before all this up here, 8A's for PMR. XP
5. I save money: RM370 for a Diana-F
6. i am determined especially if i compete with umme n fadhli
7. i can draw, but its not a regular-hobby-kinda-thing
8. wants to play GUITAR/DRUM/VIOLIN!! grh
9. I Love Aussie
10. I hate stuck-up,annoying,perasan ppl.. who doesn't? haha
11. I envy syira because she has time to sleep. zzzz' haha
12. I like playing games :P pc,ps2
13. Lastly, i get migrane alot. and i hate it. pfft

I TAG...

1. RaedaHanisNor
-coz u have to.

2.LidyaAmirahKhalid
-do it for Malaysia! haha

3.AlinaHazman
-please? hahaha

4.KhalidahNordin
-mcm soal selidik

5.RajaAsilla
-sillaaaaa.... feeling bored? yes..ade survey

6.SuhaniA'aina
-untuk si Kacak

7.FanaSyahira
-write down ppl u love most

8.AtiqahZaini
-makcik tiqah, tlg isi survey. hahaha

9.ShannonChan
- :D my friend right shannon?

10.UmmehaniKubuddin
-eventhough umme doesn't have blog yet... alah..buat je.

last monday,
finished the BM exam! legaaa!! last exam got 73!! improvement! :D
terima kasih Pn.Mahsuri and buku latihan. haha

last tuesday,
finished the Geografi,Maths and English.
first time this year, geo was easy to me!! [sbb bace buku kan] haha
maths bleh tahan.. and i manage to finish all
english plk.... SENANG GILE... x fair la.. mcm prepare for the worst but it comes out soo easy.
GAH

Today,
just finished sejarah,science and seni..
sejarah was hard this time. question doesn't mke any sense to me. =,='
science was okay.. :P
seni as usual.. hentam hentam...

Tommorrow,
AGAMA!! and kh[ert]
i am gonna study agama tonight like hell..

TTFN
tatafornow :D

movies movies Moooviesss!

2009-06-02T12:30:00.002+08:00

Terminator Salvation!!
haha
Watched it yesterday, it was awesome! the special effects are amazing.. thanks to america we get to watch movies that never been done bfore.
characters tht u obviously know:
John Connor
Kyle Reese
Sarah Connor[but in tht movie,she's dead already]
Arnold Shizegner[haha, the old robot terminator]

new characters:
Marcus Wright
Blair
Star

these are one of the main characters..which i seem to forgot the names.. or i least cared.
haha
so the movie starts.. wait should i say it ah? well, u would watch it soo might as well said it..

It was 2018. it was after Judgement Day [as they called it] when the 'machine' kills us all. haha
okay.. and there is this prophecy, John Connor was suppose to um kill the machines.
obviously right? haha. okay..then!
he went to this war and he found ppl under the ground. well, the machines kidnap ppl and do some kind of newly develepment weapon with the human body. And after John Connor survive the war, he went back to his base..not exactly.. and soon after tht, there comes out Marcus Wright from the war place. haha. He was a prisoner on 2003 who got a 2nd chance for his life which he didn't blive exactly. Marcus donate his body to some charity thing..and well.. he 'came-back-to-life' on the year 2018. Okay back to John Connor, he went to this base [in a subarine,under the deep blue dark sea], John Connor jumped from the helicopter 10 feet from the sea and he kinda dive in...and made it safely to the submarine. i dn't noe how.. but yeah.
amazing. after tht this comand officer in the submarine told John tht there is this frequency thing which can stop the machine, like a stop button. And they told him tht, "evryone in this room is gonna die including u john, and u are the 2nd of their list" . John said "who's the first?"
"Kyle Reese". which is John Connoe's father. but Kyle reese tht time was actually a kid. there's the twist in the story. u have to noe from the first or 2nd movie or the sarah connor chronicle series. yeah. Marcus went this long journey to find out wht happen here[Los Angeles], and he eventually found Kyle Reese and a kid name star. and bla bla bla, the machine found them, they ran away..Marcus shoots the machine..kyle did too.. bla bla.. Alas, Kyle and Star were captured.
Marcus on the other hand, he fell.......................................*skip.......... and he met Blair. Both of them decided to get back to the 'safe zone'. But little do they noe, tht Marcus was actually.....*

ahh, this is kinda like 'i-noe-it' kinda thing. haha
its a long story.. but the movie was awesome.. not much of a plot for the story, but the effects just awed me. haha.

sambung: John was about to kill marcus when marcus got this sincere look in his eye. and John said tht "i've never encounter smthg like this before, when i look in his eyes he doesn't even noe his tht ........ and when i look at him, i felt like i noe nothing...my mom haven't told anything tht machine is......."
Poor marcus was shot 2 times. *hint[but he didn't die okay]

That's abt it tht i can tell yah.. its a long story.. but i suggest tht u should watch it. :P
another action-pack movie cming up :
Transformer 2 [june 4?]
:DD
can't wait.

those two weeks

2009-05-30T21:13:00.002+08:00

Ayoooo
these past 2 weeks was exam week.. and i've still haven't finish my folio. Still, i manage to get it done on friday(hari guru) and the makcik book shop said tht my folio was the thickest she's ever seen! hahaha.. rajin sgt dey..
Sorrys:
1) Sorry papa,mama
2) Sorry Rae,Lina,Asilla,Zam coz i haven't been around.. felt guilty lately.. and there's no excuse for my behavior.. I AM SORRY! :(
3) Sorry Lidya coz i haven't been online these 2 weeks and have comments with u..

last but not least, I am SORRY.

sigh. i heard tht my mum n my uncle is going to transfer me to international islamic school at
selangor. OMG. i have to move! im not ready yet to leave u guys here.(rae,lina,silla,zam,yana)
if asrama can la.. but not move house la!!

what am i to do?
i am sorry..

Mixed emotions

2009-05-01T14:40:00.002+08:00

Alhamdullilah...
break on mon,tues[pnteng],fri,sat and sunday.
:D
im glad glad glad glad glad!

wished
-i was at UK so tht i can meet with Lidya!! and aaron :)
-i don't want any ANY TUTION [stressing me out]
-i didn't stop gymnastics,taek won do,piano,horse riding...or else i would have been fit! :(
-i'd get my camera already
-this world is a better place with good ppl in it.[that sure happens in heaven]
-change.
-before anything happens, i would like to die before world ends[qiamat]
seriously la.

missed;
-LIDYA AMIRAH :'(

<3
-aaron

environmental friendly;
-give umme paper to recycle.

SIGH;
-maths 70%
-science 55% [it was a stupid paper]

no mood;
-no appetite[wrong spelling], lately i've been very thin! grhh

please please;
-let syera go with me to penang!!

phew;
-i got migrane after school finished! nasib baik.

bummer;
-my cam is full of pictures and no battery thanks to syira whom finished it by a day!
-tons and loads of homework
-have to drink this disgusting drink that my mum bought it from klantan.
-no good channels on astro.

bored;
-going penang this evening.

sarcasm;
-running for my life on a rainy weather =.='

surprise;
-emir!! haha congrats for um getting the pengawas position! haha

excited;
-word search [new book]

scared;
-swine flu [babi flu] is at thailand NOW!!

night at suhani aina's..

2009-04-26T17:49:00.002+08:00

Saturday,25 april 2009
pntai hill, phase 5 and 2.

it all started with our plan..swimming! :P at aina's. Huda Aqilah and tacha came like i dunno b4 11. I on the other hand, dozed off well actually i woke up preety late like at 11.45. syira too. LOL. anyway, went to the showers,pack my bag[very little tho] and a few things like lip balm and camer, called syira to cme to my hse.. then both of us went to aina's. kesian diorg..waited like fr a long time [tht's wht aina said la] HEHE SORYY! :P
Then, all of us decided to go to phase 2.. GRHH.. i hate tht place! [no offence] but yes..
we went swimming less than 2hours..sheesh.. this indian guy[ i noe him from lst yr, da one who asked a lot of questions,but i manage to get away], he kept like bothering us.. annoying btul.. geli plak tu.. EEYEEE disgusting.. anyway, qilah's leg got hurt tht time, and syira [tukang urut/doctor tukang urut] massage qilah's leg.. pandai ko.. haha. then that guy kan, he said "eh, doctor[syira], tangan i sakit la.. bleh tlg urut tak?" like omg! syira buat bodo je.. like ntg happen.. duh.. creepy btul.. okay then this lady bitch aka bitch-assault went like "hello hello, u noe rite that u guys can't wear t-shirts here?" and i was like "this is not a t-shirt,its a swimsuit" bodo. then she was like "no,that is a t-shirt" [uhm, excuse me stupid, IT IS A SWIMSUIT(yg bju roxy hitam tu)] i should have said tht.. but i said " its a swimsuit..SEE SEE" i touch my swimsuit t-shirt coz the material IS SWIM SUIT MATERIAL.. anyway, she got total face-off embbarassment. she kept quiet. padan muke. then she move her sepet eyes towards qilah and tacha coz they're not wearing swimsuit. and she said "ah,tht's not a swimsuit" and i said "yes, i KNOW!" [now u can tell which is which..pndai pulak, i ingt u bodo oh] anyway, she kept saying we shoudn't swim here bla bla.. but then there's this four mokeys dressed in blue uniforms[pak guard phse 2] suddenly only said "eh, bukak baju,bukak baju" KEPALA OTAK KO LA!? i have dignity man! not like u and tht lady prostitute..sme je.
and all of us started dried off our clothes by sitting down la. okay, so all of us planned again to swim at phase5. rumah aina. while tgh jalan, me n syira kat blkg skali.. them in front. tacha n aina jalan je when 2 onther monkey in blue uniforms started asking this n that.. qilah plk stop. qilah told them we swam here. way to go qilah. but die lawan balik he was like "apasal nk swim kat sni?" pebende ntah die ckp. then syira came in ckp "yela, phase5 nye swimming pool dah book!" and that monkey diam je.. then lawan balik coz u noe monkey ni xnak mengalah. unmatured.yeah i understand,,he's a monkey! he can't understand weyh! xpe xpe... hahaha!
nway, monkey tu lawan ckp lagi.. we got bored and we just kept walking like its our own world! all of us got pissed!!

then we swam at phase5's pool. the water hurts my eye tho.. coz gt construction going on there..bla bla. but tking pictures there is much much nicer than at phase2 where those nosy ppl kept complaining.. fuck off monkeys,lady bitch,and more monkeys!! HAHA!

it was calm there..xde org pun.. only us.. haha lpas tu ade org la.. haha
then, qilah and tacha had to go bck.. alaa.. but it was awesomely fun! :D after they got back, aina wanted to go to this small shop at phse5. so we went.. then i wanted to go and wsh my hand coz it felt dirty.HEH. then we went down da hill.. and saw phse2. then nmpk this blue monkey dwn there..kpale botak.. not exactly botak la but.. pulau. HAHA! like and island on his head..[bald in the middle!],nway!!! ,... i and aina dared syira to said "OI BOTAK!!" and she did.. and like this lady tht monkey-botak guy was talking to, look up, then the monkey-botak uy looked up.. all of us hide our faces..[we're on the hill where nbody can see] haha, and syira ran so damn fast..ayoo..ape la. and we went back, aina's turn to say botak! HAHAHA she said it,and my turn.. i sais the loudest[according to syiran n aina] hahaha! and i dunno i think he heard it! HAHAHAH it was awesome! way to get revenge eh? HEHE.

and we sat down at the stairs,..called qilah to tell her abt what happen! she laughed all the way! :D haha.. and bla bla.. me and syira get to sleep at aina's hse tht night! coz it was dark and well.. i ask my dad permission.. lol. we talk,we laugh,and more la! haha. it was wicked![fun!] haha so thanks aina, for inviting us over! ;P coudn't forget the experience tho! especially when u and syira and qilah decided to "vogue"? hahahha! wat la.. but anyway, Thanks!! ;)

p/s: i'll put the pictures afterward coz my camera just ran out of battery.. =,='
tht's it la for today, gotta take my mum and sis from the airport. Bye!

photography day

2009-04-04T21:21:00.007+08:00

haha!

it was fun,awesome and i have to admit it was also funny..

2day, at my school.. there's this program thing "phtorphy youth smthg"

i dunnoo.. i fogot..

nway, there's this proffesional photographer, and weell.. his pictures ah..

lawa gila!! like he went on this hot air balloon and he snapped sum well.. balloons la kan.. and it was beautiful.. and he also snapped a picture of a rainbow..

a lot la.. he went to tibet,mount everest and minangkabau, indonesia..

(syira was excited at tht part) XP hahaha

we hav to take pictures of our "unscenary school".. and get to print there at audi.

it took 8sec to print it out! awesome machine

ohya! and there ram and najmi.. they can't reach this spot.. and

najmi carried ram just to take picture of a flower.. haha!

ma,syira,aina,nabila.. all 4 of us were like damn hungry u noe so we took

mee hun.. 4 of us in one table, and eight plates! HAHA XP

aina won btw! :D effi,aqif all of them won.. congrats! =)

haha. malas la wanna tell much...tht's it lah..

short holiday

2009-03-14T16:06:00.002+08:00

Good news baby:
-lidyaaaaaaaaaaaaaa!! i've read ur blog! and mann.. i think i hate dodgeball too la..
haha. just a year, than u'll get to go MY again!! I miss u so damn fcking much!!
DAZNAL mcm bukan Daznal dah.. SIGH
-Azam's back!! haha ;D yeeey

plans;
-swimming with syiro.. yes!! dah lame x swim!
hahahaXP and this time.. not at phase2 please.. if my tution teacher sees me again..
busted!.. hah
have to prepare an explaination..again.
-going arkib negara this mondy,with rae,silla,lina.. buat folio sjarah..
abt banggunan.. jeez.. =,="
bosannye..
-hw byk! agama..fuhh ustazah kasi byk hw.. buat je la kan

wants;
-papa!! i want my nikon pls!! ;P
i'll be a good girl this time.. HEH HEH
-syera can't stay with me now.. she's busy and i'm busy..
syera ni apela.. bdk jakun.. haha kidding!
i am trying to think a scheme to get her out of her hse..
grhhh,, XP

bad;
my cam's battery is low.. benci btul.. skejap je use!
stupid camera.

bye. got thunder here.

SYAHBANDAR!!!;DD

2009-03-07T16:31:00.002+08:00

SYAHBANDAR WON!!
YEYYY!!!! ;DDD

marks overall: 540!!!! woot!
kawad kaki: bendahara won! [congrats u guys!] ;) . syahbandar 2nd!! but tht's okayy
haha
larian [mostly all] : syahbandar!! yeyyyyy!
tarik tali [lelaki] : syahbandar!!
syahbndr this year, Ferrari[ formula 1] haha
and hey, temenggung[especially fom1] u lost!! so yeah.. no offence and go suck eggs!
sheesh man! skit2 boo kat syhbandar! helloooo u just lost..u won a LOT of times already..
and they team up with da losers[no offence] mse tarik tali.. sheesh u ppl.. wat la
its just sport schl, not da olympic! wht losers.. dpt 2nd tu syukur la.. at least not last kan?

AZAMMMMMMMMM!! hahaha i told u soooo!!!
tu la, xnak dgr.. alaaaaaa pegi melaka blik.. :(
whre's ur "baka"? hahahha!!
haaa.. miss u la! again!

just now, me and diyana shouted soo loud until skit tekak.. obvious la semangat syhbndar!
like hell yeah! ;P it was fun! awesome! best plk tahun ni.. haha. wish lidya was here coz norman and faiz visited smbb! like old times u noe. like old times. and ohya!! pngkp this yr got num 2nd for unit beruniform! Fuuuuh! good good. ;) better than lst yr! nabiha cried jst now coz she got last fr 80m. but eventually got 2nd for 4x100m? i think.. Congrats babe! zam and putri woah smgt bendhara.. the two runners&sisters
diyana said today, we release tension! haha true! all tht shouting.. gah..
ntg much but yey! syahbandar won! =D

gonna live today as if its my last day-track 21

2009-03-06T21:13:00.003+08:00

felt like hell... honestly my lungs hurt.. migrane is getting really over the top right now. its worse. but whtv.hopefully there's a cure. it felt like when ur at the bottom of the sea level, and when u can't stand it anymore..next thing u noe, ur gasping for air..fresh air. but ur deep down there, and the surface seem so damn far..wht would u do? swim and wait till u die? yeah.. i guess..
life's worth living. i wish i was home schooled..that way, i don't have to burden my dad,mum and pakcik for getting me from school.school is burdenning..teachers giving tons of hw. tution like monday-friday. like two places a day. i felt so drained. and sometimes, i felt so insecured. worrying what if on that day, u'll get migrane Again and have to go home Again. its like waste of my time going to school for at least 2period and then go bck home. grhh! exhausting.. pmr year. its Just pmr. u know. yeah its important but y take it TOO seriously? its hurting my brain. i don't want to think. i already felt like thinking for the whole day already, 24/5dys. i couldn't do much. my mother's cousin son...uhh yeah, his mother mke him go tution sorta like me.. but everyday..no rest.. until pmr day.. da da dum.. he eventually fell asleep and fail, i think.. at least a 'D' la.. kesian. i won't do tht.obviously. but eventually i seriously need some fun/rest.

tommorow! hari sukan.. huh.. not really expecting it.. but yeah. just want to see hw the form1 march.. pity them, can't see persembahan. stupid guru besar.yey! rae's coming! ;P hmm whatelse? u noe the rubic's cube? sorta fun playing it..beginner.. not like farhana s, and khairie kan.. Pro. haha shannon's going to jason mraz concert!! P.S: IF U CAN'T COME, REMEMBER
I AM THE FIRST PERSON U SHOULD GIVE tau! hahahaha kidding.. i can't go alone. XP
aimi's gonna get a guitar!! grhhh! if azam is still here, oh for sure la he's gonna ask sebok questions about aimi.. haha! i can't waaait for cuti!! :D wake up late! ha ha
ayooo.. my cat is damn horny.. i have to lock her in a cage all day.. coopie got already kittens and want some more ke?! i am not babysitter for cats! stupid cat.[hehe] haaa tht's all la.. bye ppl.

;(

2009-02-21T22:39:00.002+08:00

complainning; [u dn't hav 2 read ths u noe]

awhh .. i keep forgetting things.. honestly la.. jeez man.. grh
nway, i am seriously not in a good mood rite now.. =,=
quiet sad la..
listening to sad, pathethic[spelling wrong] songs.. i want music emir! haha
mne pendrive?
i still hav unfinish hw.. a lot.. asyik tangguh je,, HEH
well, whtv. i'll do it 2morrow..
wish lidya was here, we'll go swimming again! xP
and who noe's, it may b days fr me 2 go on9 ms. absolutely MALAS.
ahhh who cares.. to whom i didn't rply message/comment..i am away n in no mood
to rply them. please n thnk you. hah [harsh plk kan?]
now.. i hav limited time.. at 10.30 i hav to sleep. ugh wht la

things tht mke me smile 2day;

omg! at class jst now, this guy name chandra somthg makes stupid jokes..
and pn. Mahsuri kept asking him to quiet down.. well he won't la.. and pn. Mahsuri kept making this funny statements like "gejala2 menghisap dadah di blkg rumah chandra" and evryone laugh!
wht else yeah? a loooot lah! i nver thought class would b fun sometimes eh?
haha ;P

well, i thnk tht's all lah.. ntg much alsoo.. haha

thirstday

2009-02-19T20:23:00.002+08:00

Good thing;
Free from tution! yey! xpyh pegi.. haha
and and mummy[grndma] and afu cming tonight! although i'll be sleeping early at 10.30 still! excited gile! mummy mesti bwak mknn frm klantan! yey! afu kne paksa by me and aimi! HAHA bes sruh die main game hantu.. he's good in tht stuff.. hah! nanti die jerit cam pompuan.. dah la lpas fom5..

Sad;
azam!!! pindah!!! alaaaaaaaaaa gile bosan!
ayooo.. apsal cpat sgt!? nway, haaa we'll miss u la, jgn jadi gay kat skola baru.. malu btul..
hahaha
y melaka? goshh..apela azam.. but yeah, choice die nk study jauh2.. haha

pissed!
babi btul.. hphone tibe2 rosak! like fuck ace btul.. GRH.
terjatuh then x bleh gune.. baru je top-up!!
waaaaa
malang btul... nk contact pun susah. =.=

lazy
malas btul.. hari sbtu ni kne pegi skolah.. i wanna sleep late,wake up late also! JEEZ ckgu!
apela gru klas cekal nih..
i wish i was in jujur.. but wht the heck la.. pmr la kan..

fridayy

2009-02-13T17:16:00.002+08:00

Gah!

merentas desa was satisfying.. haha yey! qualified.. ok la.. haha #48 out of 100 over... ok laa
content btul.. it was really tiring.. first i went with asilla then diyana then suhani aina and then jihan.. like this: silla-diyana-aina-jehan. ohh.. and2 syahira syazwani lost her bag.. misplaced it.. kesian her.. syiro got one of the top 10 i think.. uhh..put-tiga got num6! woot! zam n biha top 10 also.. ;) asilla got skit pinggang along da way, thank god she can still Walk coz it was kinda far.. a lot jgk la ppl didn't noe abt the bckway frm da tman.. haha

frust; kne blajaaa.. nsib baik xpyh.. ustazah kasi buat kje sndiri.. HEHE
srprised; syahira kte kaki die x skit after running.. i pun.. haha weird.. slalunye skit.. haha and dah lme x jog.. XP
bes; dpt tgkp gmbr syiro pkai telekung kat surau coz die x bwak! HAHAHAH but then delete.. sian die en..
congrats; faez fr getting numbr 5 kan? lst count.. hehe ;)
sweaty; blik rumah mandi puas2
bes; tolak qilot. :D
hard to belive; astikha got num1 fr pompuan satu.. wht? whtv je la

eh bye bye.. pegi tution plk.. =,="

1st week of feb..haaa

2009-02-06T15:13:00.000+08:00

Grhh.. homework..tution..another tution..school..

I was walking towards p.h phse2, like 3 times a week.. kinda tiring.. up and down up and down frm my hse to there.. huh.. i remembered while lidya was there, and we suddenly bumped into norman.. he was quiet tht time. huh weird. maybee he is "Matured" already. hahaha
nway, tution was normal.. sivik at school was absolutely boring.. maths was fun..cik kuah making is jokes again. haha

ohya! 2day was asilla's birthday! aaand she got tepung-tized by some unknown person.. uhhh
nway, haha i still can't think of wht to gve to my dad n her since its both of their birthday..wht yah? o.0

3places of tutions.. maaan! and yeah umme, i quit geo n kh.. i can't understand da teacher laa..
intervensi is another 2weeks.. GOSH.. im nt prepared.. i am a last minute person btw! haha
sighh~ my mum is taking me akupunctur thing at bangsar 2morroe.. its like these stuff where ppl put long needles in ur body.. UHHH.. i can b brave i think.. haha whtv, just face the music fana!

hmmm wht-telse? isnin cuti! :D heh heh . another day fr resting b4 school..
i can't wait for
pmr to end
nikon 40D
to meet Pn. Janatul
prvate schl
outgoings

haha.. a lot lah.. ;P all of this studying n tution hav to be worth-it.. evn with 6 A's i am satisfied. :)

holidaay..

2009-01-28T23:30:00.000+08:00

23.01.08 - 26.01.08

I was at kuantan when i took this. it was fun and exciting at the sme time.. i actually tried paintball, total fun and it hurts! haha but i could'nt really snap sme pictures coz weell...i left the camera in the hotel room. HEHE dayemn..first of all, i went there to see my very "buas" cousin.. two boys..small, age 3-5. haha and we went to da beach..obviously. i promised my dad that i'll go jogging at 6a.m. un4tunately, i was too freaking tired and malas, i just slept through the day.. huh

i followed my grandad fishing..we caught only a fish! hahaha the beach was awesome..imean it couldn't beat aussie's but it was just the way we wanted.=P

kota bharu 2008

2009-01-22T23:24:00.001+08:00

Ahmad Firdaus
trying to run after "sunat"
hahahaha

Mama

advice maker and her cooking skills..

LoL

Fana

That's not mine! haha

SPLIT!

this kid got guts

Aina Farisha

Three words describing her;

Poser.Phtogenic.original

haha

Nana and Nina

very annoying kids. noisy. unpredictable. annoying la! :P

Aimi fairuz

Another Poser. haha

qasreena bt mas

very photogenic kid. Love taking pictures of her! LOL

strict stupid rules

2009-01-19T21:58:00.000+08:00

For smkbb students, of course u've heard of the stupid rules tht the princple-haniza idris did.
maaan, a lot u noe! like a bit only wrong, then she goes bla bla bla all the way to alaska. URGH smetimes i do hate her.. we're a teen, we would be mking mistakes evryday.. normal la.. she ah vry old-fashioned n ridicolously unfair.. me n lidya once went to her office, coz we came late often last yr! HAHA and we put on our "selamba" faces.. XP she gve our mum a call and both of our mums scolded her.. hahahahha! i feel like i wanna laugh at the spot! it was so funny. and she told us "both of ur mothers aren't vry.. bla bla bla" there she goes! what a blabber case
nway, when i got home, i told my mum evrythg wht happen and well she agreed tht the principle is being ridiculous.my dad also agreed! ohya, she "recomend" me an lidya to move to other school like sri pantai or bngsar! LIKE WTF?! i wanna stay here and u don't hv the right to recomend it to me, btch! jeeez cerewet btul.

balance kan

2009-01-17T22:24:00.000+08:00

I'm not sure y, but i kinda felt happy. i told my mum i wanted a jacket coz tution at btc is just just cold. haha so yeah she agreed. the thing is, my mum bought me zara cardigan which cost like RM136 or somthg.. she said it would last long.. so yeah i jst agreed of course! haha
aaand i got this bag..kinda cute and free.. LOL :P
i love getting things, clothes,designer clothes, shoes, bags,hat alsoo.. haha i barely get those stuff.. coz i barely go out and shop. this month, i think i'll go pav with my aunty do some shpping..
:D haha *excited sgt

and and i totaly LOVEEE this song.. the lyrics is just wonderful and meaningful.. hahaha
(one of my fav lines)
taylor swift- love story

And I said
Romeo save me,
I've been feeling so aloneI keep waiting for you but you never come
Is this in my head, I don't know what to think
He knelt to the ground and he pulled out a ring
And said
Marry me, Juliet, you'll never have to be alone
I love you and that's all I really knowI talked to your dad, you'll pick out a white dress
It's a love story, baby, just say yes

i am soo jobless.. -.-"

;) content fana

2009-01-16T21:53:00.000+08:00

I miss lidya deyy.. usually i went back home with lidya and norman. the three of us. from school to bv to LRT to home:) and while we walk, me and lidya gang-up and always argue with norseman. he sometimes lost the argument.. i miss those days.. it felt like it was yesterday. norman finished school now and yeah busy much. and lidya went to london, stayed there. SIGH i am left alone.. so incomplete. but today was just okaayy. my-walking-companion, syiro walk with me and faez and the gang.. yeah okay la.. at least i got some exercise. haha
hakeem was nice to acompany us there.. i went in bv today, and it totaly felt like the times when lidya and norman was there and even diyana.. and that weird guy who sells the newspaper! HAHA but the relaxing thing is.. i get to relaxed man!! i finished four hw's at one period. which is rehat time! omg! i was really rushing like hell! hahaha and i finally finished it. and and i am the photographer fr klab sjarah..[lame la] but then at least i get 2 take pictures =P the phtogrphy club is damn full.. malas kot. haha
and hey, when i get some shots, i'll put it here fr tayangan here! LOL XP

2008 memories :D

2009-01-14T20:58:00.000+08:00

2009 is starting.. and maan.. its though! i have tons of homework and that doesn't include tution work eh.. Pmr year. haha but despite of all the work tho.. i hope 2009 will b a fun yr la. coz mayb it may b my last year here at smkbb. :( i'll miss rae,asilla,lina,umme,diyana whom wanted to stay here. SIGH anyway, a lot ah people moving..this school is getting boring by the second! the principle is making a lot of fuss..pls shut up. HAHA btw, i still can't wait for pmr to end..coz tht'll be the time when i am a "free woman"! haha tht's wht my tution teacher said! LOL ;D at june, i'll b working on lens, and at nov, i'll b going ice-skating. A lot lah.. tht's it for now la.. ;P